oh, what fun!

it's my rebirth-day today.

i'm eight, actually.

i feel younger and older at the same time.

you know?

it's not really a party day.

more of that "not questioning any major doctrines, not falling apart at the seams, but in need of prayer" kinda stuff.

this time, it's about God.

so at least it's actually important . . . you know, in the ultimate sense.

i am eight.

sideways, that's infinity.

strangely coincidental that where i am is perpendicular to where God is.

at least we intersect.

maybe, if i want to better understand God, i should lie down.