have you ever . . .

. . . caught yourself surfing the internet and asking yourself, "ok, where do i find the love?" which is weird, hey, because i feel pretty secure in the love i've got right now. anyway.

. . . still found things funny after you realized they didn't describe you after all?


. . . heard an argument and agreed with both sides? and disagreed with both sides?

marcus: my mum wants me to sing it. it'll make her happy.
will: look, mate, nothing you do can make your mum happy, all right? not in the long term. she has to do that for herself. what i'm saying is, the important thing is to make yourself feel happy.
marcus: i've tried just making myself happy. she's tried making herself happy. it doesn't work. you need other people to make you happy.
will: but that's just it. if other people can make you happy then they can also make you unhappy. what, you think those people out there are going to make you happy?

. . . just realized it's amazing to be alive even when you're exhausted and overwhelmed and unsure and . . . oh! yay, today!!!! yay!!!